Well last night I couldn't sleep. I am aware that my relationship with H is in a much better place than it has been for years but it's still not enough. I couldn't sleep last night. I tossed and I turned. For the first time in ages I thought about the issue because I realised that I was getting too involved and letting go of the detachment. I have been enjoying the contact with him. However, this isn't enough. So while I tossed and turned Sanderika and Gucci posted.
I'm on my way to work now so no time for a long post. However, I do need to analyse what's working and what's not. I understand what Gucci is saying and I guess it's fear that stands in the way for me.
