Weird place. I waffle back and forth on the emotions with "my M is done." Not depressed, mind you, just goes from complete detachment (I really don't care) to low grade sadness. Haven't fallen off the wagon. Just being honest about what I feel.
I hear ya. But don't forget that detachment is letting go of (your control over) the outcome. Not "I really don't care", or as someone else (SP?) keeps phrasing it: "Don't give a sh!tness."
Originally Posted By: givingitmyall
May not be doing much physical today unless I start feeling better.
Veg out. What the hell.
Me, the painting and changing my thoughts have helped my funk, today. That and the i-pod and Sound-Dock cranking!
Understood. I do believe I am completely detached and have dropped the rope. That said, I don't think either of those means I should expect not to have sadness or a feeling of loss.
I realize I have nor control over the outcome. No doubt.
