How are you, today? Me, kinda lonely. Usually I do alone very good. Better and better. Today, not so much. So, I think I'll go upstairs, resume painting and change this "I'm lonely" thought to something better. Like "No, I'm not." Have a good day, buddy.
I'm kinda limping along. Feeling a little sorry for myself, and I think I'm catching a cold. Feel weak. Push those fluids!
Weird place. I waffle back and forth on the emotions with "my M is done." Not depressed, mind you, just goes from complete detachment (I really don't care) to low grade sadness. Haven't fallen off the wagon. Just being honest about what I feel.
May not be doing much physical today unless I start feeling better.
I am going to make it a point to be nicer around my W despite my failure to have any desire to interact with her.
Glad I'm not alone. Feeling several different emotions bubbling up today. Spent way to much time around W yesterday. Didn't want to but I sucked it up for the kids.
_________________________ Me-41 W-39 M-15 yrs T-17 yrs D-12 S-9 S-8 B 5/08 S 1/09
