Just a quick check in. I`m really not in DB territory any more. I don`t care what H does or doesn`t do, whether he comes or goes, I`m just too tired to care anymore.
When I left for my sister`s place last week he did try to reel me in by saying he would hate if anything happened to me. Naturally I melted, hugged him, said it was usch a nice thing to sya. though I fortunately left it at that. No R talk or anything else.
For now though the Beast is back. Foul, sullen humour, anger.No apparent reason. Well, apart from the fact that, in his opinion, its all my fault.
Hate the way this whole struggle just saps my energy. Finding it hard to keep up with housework the kids and the day job. Though, otherwise I am well(for which I am truly grateful), have my friendship with God and some very very precious people about me.
And , for some reason this week, I kept hearing about separated people in very happy second relationships...
