Rocked. Make sure you take at least 4 hours a week to just rest and do something by yourself. Treat yourself to something each week. A reward for yourself. You made it another week. Could be somthing simple like a nice bath and quiet music. Could be a little more complex like a nice walk , stop off at a coffee shop and treat yourself to some 4 dollar coffee. Build it up slowly. You need to learn to like and love yourself again as well. Once you figure this out you will never be alone again. As you will always have yourself.

I have not gotten to the point where I can go have dinner by myself. But I make sure to have some cutter time everyweek.

GAL has quite a few zig zags. You get so caught up in being busy that you burn yourself out. Downs will happen. Do not turn away from it. Work yourself through it. Its natural.

You know a good GAL to learn to play a musical instrument. Its something you can do at home while keeping an eye on the teenagers. It is something that has good goals that you actually track your progress on. You can even sign up for lessions. Its a nice evening out. 2 hours. Then practice. It will give you something to do.

Or join them in the Wii games or what ever game system they have.

I would do both.

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