3 years of S, OW gone - What do I want?

[peacetoday]

sh
do you think when you send the email this week, it would be a good idea to bring up an alternative plan
like'D is not what I want
I would prefer to work on our M
but limbo wont work for me anymore
does your H know you would take him back?
Im not sure ..Im just throwing the option out
peace