Originally Posted By: Gardener
Hey, Gima,

How are you, today? Me, kinda lonely. Usually I do alone very good. Better and better. Today, not so much.
So, I think I'll go upstairs, resume painting and change this "I'm lonely" thought to something better.
Like "No, I'm not." crazy
Have a good day, buddy.


I'm kinda limping along. Feeling a little sorry for myself, and I think I'm catching a cold. Feel weak. Push those fluids!

Weird place. I waffle back and forth on the emotions with "my M is done." Not depressed, mind you, just goes from complete detachment (I really don't care) to low grade sadness. Haven't fallen off the wagon. Just being honest about what I feel.

May not be doing much physical today unless I start feeling better.

I am going to make it a point to be nicer around my W despite my failure to have any desire to interact with her.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
Current