"I also know that I have nothing to offer W compared to the other guys that she is taking up with aka looks and higher salaries. I guess that is why I sought God for help in this. The problem is I relied to much on God and not enough on me. God isn't going to help change my situation until I complete the work in changing me."
Even after all this time, you still don't get it. It's NOT about the money or the looks. If it was, you wouldn't have been married to her in the first place. By this statement, you're looking at changing your looks and money sitch.
Geez you really haven't addressed her other concerns. She never mentioned your looks or money. Most of it is stuff are conclusions that YOU arrived at. Not what she said.
Stop working to get her back and just concentrate on you.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
