It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

Anniversary today. Pure hell all day long. Shouldn't the body/brain shut down at some point w/ this much pain? I realize that I'm choosing this pain, holding onto my love and the past. Can't there be a middle ground?

I would never wish this much pain on anyone, ever. Yet there are so many people here going through it. It feels worse than 2 months ago.

Venting. Somehow it feels a tiny bit better to spew my pain onto the internet. But only a tiny bit.