I just start feeling good being closer to her for a few hours then reality hits me. It's not that bad though. I have accepted the potential outcomes. Accepted...but it doesn't mean I am looking forward to reality.

I'll be OK either way.

Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.