Is this the end of my marriage?

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Well I just meant don't go so far as to disbelieve that she would be capable of doing certain things. She is not the woman you once knew. So don't think she can't or won't kick you where it hurts! Expect anything. I'm not saying she will, I'm just saying she might-- and the smart thing is for you to believe she could.

That went out the window quite some time ago.

Let's put it this way. I never thought she'd leave me. I never thought she'd cheat on me. I never thought she'd move her OM in with her 3 weeks after leaving here. I never thought she'd have so much disrespect for me to live 500 yards away with her OM and not think it's a problem. I never thought she'd be so disinterested in the step-D she helped bring up for 7 years. I never thought .... yada yada yada.

I long ago stop thinking 'she would never do that' because she did all of the above and she is therefore capable of doing anything. I don't listen to a word she says, I only look at her actions now.

I have no doubts that this woman will be in my life for quite some time in one way or another. And most of it won't be for nice reasons.