I think I have worked it out, I was theoretically becoming H's comfort blanket this week, which would explain why I was starting to feel so drained, funny fixing things is one thing I have tried to 180 because it wasnt good and not DB, and probably not a good thing to do for H emasculating him! Bearing in mind he left me with no comfort blanket and I have had to make my own and stand on my own two feet, Ive just yanked his out from underneath him, he wanted to see if being alone was what he wanted, let him find out!
Back out to GAL and funny enough his has been cancelled.
Note for Me
Dont allow H's rain to drown my sunshine! Detach Detach Detach!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!