New, my story

[Inaspin]

Thanks Cas

Thanks for your words

I have already taken great heart from this board and the people on it.

For the first time I am really starting to get stuck into sorting myself out. When my W dropped the "BOMB" one of my first arguments was that I had been trying so hard to fix things etc. etc. But realise now that was all bull, and that although certain behaviors had changed, I had always been pushing her further and further away.

I am ordering DR today, it will take about a month to get me in South Africa, but for that time I gonna read the board and keep on keeping on.