Always nice to know you have my back - I know better and I should kick myself for even borrowing that trouble but I do that to test myself - To see if I am strong enough to take it without reacting and I fail every damn time
Knowing me and I think I know me pretty well, this is very shocking to me - Normally I am angry first and foremost then the other emotions eventually find their way in...
My anger has helped me survive some pretty crappy things during the course of my life and to not have it is unsettling to me...
My psychiatrist was so worried when this started because she knows all about the anger I harbor that she doubled all of my meds for the first few months...Now I am tapered back to the normal dose and still no anger...
I don't even "hate" the OW. I feel sorry for her but other then that, she is not on my radar as far as feelings go...
Hmmm...Maybe this means I am an adult now lol
Doubt it but it sounded good.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
