Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

peace i really don't have the answers.

i guess i just keep thinking he is going to wake up from all of this and get his head out of his butt... and then finally we will be a family again.

then my brain says .. duh stupid you know better.

i have dated some guys but i am truthfully not attracted to anyone.. and i guess some days i look at my life and don't see how i would ever really find a connection with someone again.

i am moving forward- doing my own life---- just miss the benefits of a partner.. good bad and otherwise.