still missing x. . .
he picked up d13 - and we talked - it is wierd - we talk like we are friends... like we weren't married - but we have known each other for a long time. . . like we know the moves and teh thoughts.. but our friends..

why doesn't he see ME ?? Why??

i miss him.
i miss my friend.
i still find him attractive.

why am i not moving on?
why am i holding on to something does not exsist?


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again