Sad To Be Back 4 Years After The Bust

[chatterbug]

I have reclaimed a few traditions... Thanksgiving. Still had it minus one person. That was commented on and got back to me. Local town festivals. Still went but with another woman. Posted pictures on that evil facebook. Do not know the outcome of that with her. Does it matter ? No. But with me it was a beautiful day where I knew that I can still do the stuff I like and well I just happened to share that joy with someone else. It was a choice I thought about for a few days and then said F that. I enjoy that day. So I am still going to enjoy that day. And guess what. I did.


I sent you an email but it bounced Indy.


Look I understand the trip thing is hard. But to me it looks like you want to attend your own funeral of your marriage because you think it is over and just maybe it will turn it around. That is a huge caculated risk that your taking. My guess is that your going to start to obsess about it. Build up a ton of stress. But its your choice. I do not think it will be your final comment on the trip

Either way. Have a good night. Have a good weekend. Enjoy your kids. No R talks. Get out and exercise. Get your teeth whiter... Do what ever. But go out and do something. Even go for a nice walk.

I got a house all to myself this weekend so I am going to stay in catch my breathe and watch some horror movies. Jog 10 to 20 km and start to figure out all the stuff I missed at work when I went AWOL the last few months from myself.