Yep Pup. She's pregnant for my H. I'm almost speechless to be honest.
And Kevin, sure enough, my faith is being tested. This week I actually questioned the goodness of God. I try to live right. Be a good person, and I just don't know sometimes. I guess as they say, there's a plan in all this. It's really hard to see the plan. Especially when ow was in a situation where she was homeless, just got a job, can't make ends meet, on food stamps, etc. But God is allowing her to bring kids into this world like nothing to it. Even taking my hurt and pain out of the picture, I'm really struggling to see God's plan in all this. Just don't know.
But, my attitude right now is that I just don't want other people's poor life choices (my H and ow) to affect my happiness. I can't do it anymore. I just can't give away any of my joy and peace anymore. Their life, thier choices, consequences of their actions, I just can't be bothered anymore.
