So far things are going alright. I'm trying my best to do my own thing. My W's doesn't have anymore feelings towards me. As a way to protect myself from getting too close, I've been telling myself I hate her.
In the morning I tell myself I hate her. If she goes out and comes back whenever, I tell myself I hate her. This self talk does not help me feel good about myself. I don't think I'm the type of person that can walk around hating someone; especially my wife.
