And...he answered. Also a surprise....Said he hopes I get better soon and he is heading out for the weekend and will send me a msg Sunday when he gets back to see how things are going for me.

No i wont hold my breath, he has said something like that before. Im not going to bother responding to his answer. Im going to make an effort to remain distant and detached. And if I have any trouble I will have my little moments of crisis here and not do anything. Right now Im not tho. Was nice that he responded, I really didnt think he would.

baby steps baby steps baby steps

Dusk

.....god i hope i dont trip and fall on my face again