Huge hugs to you sweetie! I know this isn't what you wanted the outcome of this journey to be, but as you said, you did all you could to save your M. You can't do that by yourself and your stbxh made his proverbial bed.
I hope you have a wonderful time tonight and then have a long overdue crying jag tomorrow and get it out of your system.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!