Lately I’ve just been observing W and I definitely see 2 personalities, nice W and mean & bitchy W. At the moment I’m not reacting to either of them so there is no walking on eggshells for me just a kind of stability in the mood around the house. I think it’s a bit like dropping the rope and focusing on other things. I don’t think there is anything I can do to change W.
This week has been school holidays so D8 and I have been having fun, going to the cinema, swimming, D8 watching me play 5-a-side football, feeding the ducks at the local park etc so that’s been ok.
This weekend nice W ask if we could go out for a meal to which I just mumbled ok, then she added “oh but you have to pay” to which I raised an eybrow, then mean W snapped back “oh forget it, it was just an idea”. Normally I would have chased her to get things back on, but I just left it at that. I mean if she had just said lets go for a meal, we would be going for a meal on Saturday.
Next weekend I’m away for a guys only weekend so I’m looking forward to a break from home.
In terms on intimacy I’m not looking that far ahead anymore, in terms of where I see the marriage going I’ll borrow an answer from D8 to any difficult question “I have absolutely no idea”.
