I left about 20 minutes after she got home last night. We briefly chatted. I was getting ready. I told her I had made a MC appointment for next week and she said the time worked well. No more R talk besides that and I went out.
Then, get this. I had the keylogger working last night while I went out. I get home from being out last night and fire it up and what do I see. She hacked into my facebook account and was going through my inbox! I was like WTF?! She knows the password. I know she knows even though she told me she forgot and doesn't care to look anyway. I've got nothing to hide. I think I won't even change it or do I for some mystery? She had read a couple messages from these girls I knew in college a long time ago. She saw that we had become friends and I think she got a little paranoid...
Then she told me I was acting funny as usual when I got home. Whatever I'm thinking to myself, because I just figured out you were spying on me and that is not what I expected. So she offered to turn on the end of the yankee game so I could sit with her and watch. I sat for a few minutes and then I said I was tired and went to lay down. She had also asked me what we talked about with my brother and friend. We were planning a stag party and I mentioned that my friends was college roomates with the "man in question" we will call him, and how he mentioned he was a dirtbag with women. Hey, she asked. She got a little defensive saying how she's only seen him twice in the past five years and they were friends. Whatever, I know how guys work....but it was funny that it came up. I just said I didn't really care and that I was just telling her what she asked. End of convo. I'm going to lay down.
This AM she commented how good I looked before I left for work. I had gotten a couple of new things yesterday and was rocking them last night and this AM. I just said thanks. I said bye without going in for a hug and she was like ok bye, I don't get you. Then I went in and said what and we had an awkward hug.
I guess I need to do more of the AS IF thing and Steve I'll follow your advice. I may have over read some of her earlier comments when she was super angry before.
Weekend plans Tonight we couldn't get a sitter so I'm going to stay home. She has to sing with this band at this bar/restaurant. I'll chill home and honestly am fine with it. I think she feels a little guilty but is also playing up the gig and trying for a big turnout. I can see her purposely trying to make me jealous sometimes but I don't bite.
Saturday I'm bringing D2 up to her family's house while she works. Then shooting back down to a parade that she is going to meet us at before we go trick or treating and then to a halloween party.
Sunday We have a Bday party to go to mid-morning. Not sure about anything else.
So, we'll be together for a decent chunk of time this weekend...
Me: 30 W: 29 D: 20 months M: 5 years T: 6.5 years ILYBNILWY and want to separate: 10/5/2009
