Well, as I started to do yesterday, I think I'm going to take some time away from the forums for a bit. Just something I feel I have to do.

Didn't have a psych consult this week as the doc was on a business trip. Pulled through ok, but was a bit down last night, a lot of uneccessary feelings of rejection.

I also had some thoughts of XW and everything, especially "OM" after commenting on someones thread that I guess he's not really "OM" anymore, he's 'her' man, so whatever, it's an eye opener for sure and a definate signal that I need to stop looking over my shoulder, she's a big girl and needs to take care of herself from now on. And that I guess is where I stand on that and why I feel it's just time to take some time off and do the #1 job of DB, work on making me the best me I can be.

So, I'll poke my head in from time to time and make sure there aren't any dramamtic issues going on where support is needed.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11