Trusting I wouldnt say my situation is getting any better, what I would say is that I have come to a part in my life where I have moved on and live my life for what I have now, it is hard I do still think about ex and what he as done quite frequently, also as he is now back in contact with son I see him more and speak to him more than I have done in all this, his nastiness and arrogance seems to have gone for now, and we speak like old friends, I hold no hope though, he as made his bed so to speak. also a quick not on our court appearance is the fact that ex gets his suit on and looks the part whenever he is on important business, I fully expected him looking the part that day, he turned up like the village tramp, a pair of jeans and an old shirt that I bought him years ago, whether that was to appear as if he was broke or the fact he new I fancied the arse of him in his suit I dont know, but it just wasnt him to not turn up smart to an occasion like that , like i say Trusting, madness sheer madness
