Not sure what to do

[stu321]

The biggest issue has been that I bottle things up and she has to drag it out of me. I know myself that I wont be doing that anymore and I told her. I also asked her if she is prepared for more arguments, cause I won't always agree with her. She said she was and she would prefer it as at least she'll know what I think. Whether she thinks I wil do it is another thing.

I've been looking into dancing classes for a couple of reasons.
1. She loves dancing and I have 2 left feet
2. I'd love to be able to dance properly without feeling embarrassed.
3. It will give me a chance to meet some new people. One of the things that has been hurtful is that none of our friends have called me to see how I was doing. The friends that we go out with are primarly her friends. She doesn't like alot of my friends, so we tend not to do much with them.

I'd like to be able to do things with her, and we started doing that after our last break, but we didn't have time to continue cause of work, building the house, her father going through chemo treatment etc. I wish we could of, cause we were able to laugh at each other.

I've ordered DR, but it will take up to 2 weeks to arrive.

One of the other things I've been guilty of, is putting my wife and son before myself for everyhing. I enjoyed martial arts, but stopped cause I was training 3 nights a week and felt like it was to much time away from the family. I could of cut it down to 2 nights a week, but I couldn't justify the cost for 2 nights opposed to 3. I would love if she did martial arts with me, but I know she wouldn't enjoy it. We like different types of excercise. She likes going to the gym, where I like Tennis and martial arts. I did join the gym so we could do something together, but she just listens to her ipod and does her own thing.