hihi LFA, yea im gonna wait until I hear fomr some others that have been thru this "stage". Last time he contacted i totally blew it. I dont want him to think that I could care less that he asked about me becaue of course I do. But I dont want him to think Im sitting around waitng for him to send me a sign that he knows I exist either. Cause Im really not.
Im surprised, happy, angry? not sure why I had that feeling but I did, nervous, I could keep going but my soup (ugh, again) is ready.
My friend that is stayng with me and helping me here at the apt was shocked he sent me a msg too. So Im glad its not just me.
I tried really hard not to think about it....mostly did ok with that. She helped a lot on that, kept talking about politics which Im rather passionate about. Always a good distraction for me, lol.
Just not sure what when or how to answer him back. and yea, like a little kid I have read and reread the msg he sent about a million times. Is that sad? Probably. I sat on my hands everytime i thought about answering him tho, then closed it. =) been good so far............
