Don't take this the wrong way but that is the most ridiculous letter I've ever read. You're apologizing for the same stuff over and over and over and over again.
Leave her alone. She doesn't want to keep hearing it from you. She wants to be left alone. Period. It continues to make you sound pathetic. And let's face it Kevin, in what way have you changed from a year ago? You say the same things like "I have to change" blah blah blah. Well that was over a year ago and you sound like you're just starting DBing AGAIN.
The problem isn't the fact that she doesn't want the M. It's the fact that deep down inside you are still the same insecure person that came here from day one. You are nice to her one minute, then start blasting her for her OM the next, and then suddenly quoting scripture another.
Stop trying to control the sitch. You'll disagree with me, but read your letter. That's exactly what you're doing AGAIN and she can see that.
There's your 2x4.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
