Another waw/mlc and I need support

[cyclone]

Thanks for the good advice. I think the parenting part is the most difficult.

As far as whether it is waw or mlc, you all are right. It doesn't really matter as far as the things I am doing for me go. I guess it's the scientist side of me just trying to catch a glimps of understanding about what she is going through. I know I'll never fully understand it but it really helps me to be detached and not take things personally to try to understand. And if I'm being true to myself, there is still a small (and decreasing) part of me that thinks about the chances of getting back together with waw or mlc.

I am working on being the best me possible no matter.