Not in my nature

[pitinmygut]

I didn't send it, instead I called to say good morning to my son and once I was done with him she got back on and there a slight pause so I asked if she wanted to talk. She said we did last night and it didn't go too well.

I ended up telling her that we have never really seriously tried to resolve issues in our marriage with counseling and that we should do it, not just to try to save our marriage, but so that we can get past any resentment that we hold towards each other. She agreed that we could do it, but NOT to save our marriage, only to make it so we are better parents to our son. (OUCH!)
She claimed that something is seriously broken (in her) and she doesn't want to be in a marriage with me.

It still really bothers me that with the current situation (her living an hour away) I will at best be a weekend dad for my son. I will not be able to participate in any of his weekly sporting activities (if he does them) and just be the major influence that I want to be.