I agree that it does sound like she is following the script as well. But like Grace said, does it really matter? In terms of how you are going to handle you?
Although I do not doubt MLC in my situation, I could not let that dictate my own choices for me.
That is honestly the only thing you can control. Right now, if you choose to stand, then you have to focus on yourself and the best way for you to do that. If you choose not too, well again, you have to focus on yourself and the best way for you to do that.
So, do you have goals for yourself? Other than saving your M? Other than surviving a D?
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox