After the conversation last night ending with my W hanging up on me, I feel horrible that I hurt her, but good that I was able to get some things off of my chest. I have avoided sending any type of R e-mails for the last few weeks, but since she probably won't answer her phone and I am work anyways, does everyone think it would be OK to send a message along these lines:
W,
The conversation last night got out of hand and I am sorry about that. We are both hurting right now from all that has transpired over the last few weeks.
If there is one thing that you definitely know about me, is that I don't like to lose.When I talk to you and hear the things you say, I feel like I have failed miseraby at being a husband and a father. Since I hate to lose, it is in my nature to want to repair those things and become succesful at them. Unfortunately, the decisions you are making are not conducive for either of those to happen and it deeply saddens me.
Me 44/W 32 S1 M8 Bomb 9/25/09 Separate houses (about 1 hour apart)
