Hi everyone Thanks for your kind wishes and for thinking of me.
I'm feeling very vulnerable and weak this past few days and I can't be here right now. Can't explain it but just need some time away, even though I am getting myself ready for what I know will be a tough weekend - my thoughts are self destructive at this time and I feel quite battered by everything - of course, all of it to do with H and his behaviour toward me.
I just wish that I was strong enough to tell him to rack off but it's not what I want ... I just don't want to feel like this, either. It's five months to the day and I am just plain running out of steam.
Will be back soon.
Hugs to all, Nell.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
