Ah-well, they boys have not asked for her, and me and the boys had a great time swimming.
Tonight is poker night. I will need to contact the WAW to see if she is still looking after her children tonight - or I will get my parents to look after them - but I am still going. Perhaps she has gone dark b/c she doesn't know where I am going? Perhaps she has gone dark b/c she is racked with guilt from Monday evening? Perhaps she has gone dark b/c she is upset with me over Xmas and that I know she is not planning to be home for Xmas? Perhaps.......
Who cares?! I am trying to tell myself this, but it is difficult. I need to do something today.
Just musing things over.
Bloody brilliant or what kidda's !!
Regards, Gyn.
Cause all of the stars, Have faded away, Just try not to worry, You'll see them someday. Take what you need, And be on your way and, Stop crying your heart out.
