Wednesday we txt back and forth nearly all afternoon and then caught up on MSN in the evening, short version was that it was very hard going talkig to him, so I politely said "it wasnt good tonight and perhaps we should leave it" H replied "ok if you want but I'd rather you didnt" He'd had a bit to drink and I think he was pretty depressed about things his end. But we managed a much better conversation after that and I was able to say how it was hard only seeing him once a week when I had so many nice ideas of things to do together! He then said that he would be seeing me more hopefully!

He is now first to txt every day, most days not till lunch but this morning to wish me luck for my interview later today. Although last night didnt come on MSN but I was dodging in and out anyway as didnt want to seem too needy and I replied this morning "missed you last night hope you were having fun"

My S described him as "one lonely puppy" last night when he phoned me, it breaks my heart hearing this when I have so much of the new Rabbit to give him and he's still holding out three counties away! But he only has his flat till the end of November and he will get shown all the love he can have until he signs that new lease then Im going DARK if need be! My heart keeps telling me hes enjoying his last few weeks of freedom lol, but my head keeps giving me cake eating warning signs.

Oh well onwards and upwards as they say!

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W 47
H 47
M 24
T 30

Once lost but now found and happily married again!