I know its a bribe. I was going to respond" I'm sorry, I only want to spend time with you and the kids only if you wanted to spend time with us as a family. If you don't even want me around you and have a different agenda to why you want me to have them so bad, then its best that I miss out on this year and wait for the kids sunday. I don't want to come if your just going to use me."


I know she is still emotionally attached. There is no doubt about that. Even though I texted her first I was very short answered with her. She had called me to talk about the kids.After the text and later on that night saying my son wants to see a picture of his costume. And to me it seems like she was trying to hang on longer to our conversation on the phone. But, you never know. I know your not suppose to mind read, but I have this feeling of 50 percent she is coming around soon, and the other 50 percent is she is not. It has gone up from my dreaded 10 percent she might come back when I started all of this. Or I have a feeling she is waiting for this Vegas trip to be done and over with and throw the towel in and say ok let's fix this?

And oh joy she finally joined Facebook. Geez. It might not seem like a big deal to others but I was doing good because she canceled her myspace page because I snopped. So I didn't have to hear or see about her online for a month.

I got to go to sleep and get more deteached. GRRR!


Me:27
W:24
S:2
D:9 months
M:3 years
Together for 8 years
Bombed : 6/11/09
Moved out: 6/27/09
Found out about her affair 9/7/09
(she started her's at 6/25/09)
Begged n plead 7/25/09
started DB 8/17/09