I agree 100%, I want this to work, but I'm also being told, very clearly, that it isn't an option. Of course, while the words are clear, the actions don't match up. So, that leaves me some hope.
Until then, I continue to get out, have a good time, go to church, spend my time with the kids in the best way possible and use that empty time to GAL and realize that I will be okay eitherway, even if I do want to make it work as a first option.
