Karen43, If you read this please let me know your thoughts. If you read the last few posts you see that I have gone dark bu so has H, for over a month now. I've been reading posts where folks write how they feel better. But I keep having anxiety. Guess I am looking for reassurance that I shouldn't contact H. You may ask why would I want to, but I have been having the feeling I am showing H that I don't care. Apprarently he doesn't either. Am I doing the right thing by NC? Just feel really badly. This really does feel like the end. WOuld apprecitate your input. Thank you so much if you have time! I hope you are doing well. LFA
