Who is this person?

[Day by Day]

Well, Wednesday eves (and Mon eves) are available and he said he couldn't next Wed due to an off-site meeting. I didn't offer the other day available for C because I go to my support group and he also visits the kids Mondays. I let it go although I don't like the wait. Gives me time to prepare emotionally though. If he's stalling, then even more reason to let it go. No pressure.

Like I mentioned to you Hope, I was feeling hopeless and let my negative thoughts bring me down. That is/was keeping me from being the best possible ME.

I had several emails back and forth w H today. No R talk. Our horse fell on Monday and seems he was pretty hurt. He's lame now. The vet came today and discussed treatments. It's going to be pricey. (When is anything related to horse owning inexpensive?) Thankfully, H was concerned and even wanted to know what to do. He also sent me an email "letting me know" about the whole family being renewed on his insurance for next year. Gave him thanks for taking care of that. I'm back to using words of affirmation when I can in emails since that did seem to work before. I'm being very careful in my emails not to let anything appear that I'm waiting on him, needing him, upset, resentful, pressuring etc.