Well, H texted me back and forth three or four times last night, very perky and friendly. Sooooooo much of a change!
I may have blown it today by calling to "see what the plan is for tonight". It kills me that he refuses to make a plan with me. All I know is he is coming over to be with S. I have no idea if he's going to say or ask me to leave.
I asked is this a good time to talk about tonight's plan - he replied "I can't deal with that right now."
Then I felt a panic for bothering him at work.
If I let it go, he'll eventually call me I guess or I could just stay out and avoid him altogether. We're going to MC next monday.
So, overall, positive, but I'm still quite depressed that he left us. Don't know how I'm ever going to get him back. Just glad the anger has subsided for a week now.
