Tomorrow is our MC session and I'm getting so incredibly nervous. I sent H a text earlier this afternoon to confirm that he's attending, but I haven't heard back yet. I guess it doesn't matter, I'm going anyways.
No, it does NOT matter whether he is there or not. You go. You get good. You take steps. You TCB. You matter.
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I don't understand what he sees lacking in me,
Who cares, Bunny? Who gives one 1/2 of a rat's? He is not your judge!
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I don't think he's looking in the right places.
Bunny ~ the changes you made must be for you, girl. Not him. That's why it does not matter if he thinks you have deficiencies or can't find your changed places.
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I just want to get tomorrow over with.
Cut that out. I know that this is a horrific time for you but do NOT wish your days away. There is some benefit to every day - even the worst ones.
Consider this, Bunny. When God imagined YOU ~ when he dreamed your face, your intellect, your laugh, your heart ~ rest assured He did NOT say "I will make Bunny for Mr. Bunny." He made YOU for YOU - to grow, to learn, live. This life, my sister, is YOURS.
Now quit crying about that man and go live YOUR LIFE.
Peace ~ Greek
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