Not in my nature

[pitinmygut]

I am having such a difficult week. I think the news that my WAW has decided to move into the other house has been a bit of reality slap. I was ok up to that point, not great, but not real bad either. (other than her not acknowledging my b'day).

This wouldn't be so bad if my son wasn't part of this.

Another thing that really bothers me, is that we have not had "alone" time together since she moved out a few weeks ago. I can't figure it out. Whenever we meet so that I can pick up or drop off my son, she ALWAYS has someone with her - usually her mother or step father. I don't know if she doesn't want me to have the opportunity to bring up R talk face to face or if she is feeling too week to do it on her own. It definitely isn't out of fear that I will harm or anything like that since that has never been an issue.