If you go there, you have to be ready to ride the dragon for the entire journey.
Speaking as one that has now done this, it's not a gambit. You should be ready to ride that dragon, although I think that puts too much a negative on what your doing. It's for yourself, and doesn't need to be a negative for yourself.
Your doing what is best for you, for me it's brought some peace, and if my STBXW comes back around, I'll have to decide if I want her back in my life.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
