Thank you for the suggestions - Had I not been at work, I would have gone for a nice long walk however nothing seemed to work until I broke down last night after I got home...
Today is a new, better day
(((Mac)))
Forever my champion when I need it the most. I feel better today then I have in the last few days and you are correct - I was losing faith in myself. The tension was building and I could feel it which is what I think brought the mind movies on yesterday...
By the time I got home, I had a raging headache and was questioning every move I have made thus far so I picked up the phone and talked to a friend from Church...
After a nice cry, I felt much better. I got some decent sleep last night and actually ate something this morning. I have refocused back to myself and the boys and once again away from my H...
All is well in my land as long as I don't hear from him, once he contacts and puts me into the "Mommy" position is when I start losing it haha
No worries on hi-jacking my thread - I am just happy to see you again, happy things are going well even though the roller coaster ride isn't over...
Congrats to the Mrs on her job...
I will admit I am a bit worried about your W wanting the F to be back in the picture once again...
Please tell me you implemented NC once she decided to return home? The last thing you need is this "F" coming back into the picture and you having to start all over again...
Good that your W is coming to you and you are discussing these things together...
Keep that up! I am so proud of you and the way you are sticking to what works for you...
I will continue to stick to it (so buckle up my friend) however somedays the hits are just to many...
Somedays I just want to hit back.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
