Cutter: I am amazed by you. I have moments where I think I can be as brave as you, but they are fleeting. I think "scared" is the best possible way to describe how I feel.
I tried to send you a pm, but it says they are disabled. Send me an email: ontarioindy@hotmail.com and let me know what part of the province you are in. I will get back to you. If we are close, maybe we can help each other through this.