It is a few days b4 Halloween and doing all I can to continue to detach. Haven't spoken to X since I dropped off D on Sunday. We still don't have a game plan for Halloween. X mentioned she wanted to get my D together with one of her friend's son about the same age. I am sure that would be to the exclusion of me.
Thank goodness this is my weekend to have my D, so X will have to coordinate more with me than me with her (for a chg). We will see how she handles it. Hope to discuss soon, bc I would like to make some plans otherwise with my D to visit with some of my friends who have children.
These are the times where I miss having a united family and what it could be. We could be enjoying each other and everyone having a great time. Due to the separation we must share time with D and work around that time.
I keep working on myself learning and growing (I hope). I saw a recent program called stinkingthinking and it is all about thinking the wrong things.. so i will try to stay out of that.
