Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

Well, I'm not burning right now so I'll hold tight. I'm actually just getting a life. W seems to notice, but it's not really about that for me lately.

W doesn't mention moving, and occasionally even moves toward me. This isn't what I want out of a M though and she still seems to have no interest in working on it. I have let resentment build and as I mentioned the tank is empty. The urge is to ask her, "so, how's the house search coming?" I'm just leaving it alone for a litle longer though.

I'm going to start going to the gym at night after S goes to bed.

W didn't care about me moving on early on in our sitch. She seemed to welcome it. She was really indifferent. Her going out and hanging with her GF has really slowed in the past couple of months though while my GAL activities have really grown. She is very curious where I am and what I am doing now. She didn't care at all a few months ago. Interesting. I don't hang my hat on it anymore, but it's still interesting.

I'll hold off on the conversations for a bit longer, but I'm not putting my life on hold anymore.