I wish. I am scared. I have lost my wife. But at the same time I have have realized that I did not lose myself. I am torn by these ideas. I am still so very much in love. Even though I know it is wrong. When I walk around the house. Thats what I say . how did it get so wrong? Then I snap the elastic. And continue on healing myself. Anyways.... I should go to bed. I hope I do not wake up at 4 am again. Its been 2 weeks straight... Maybe 3..
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
