Journaling...

I have been going to my bedroom and closing the door behind me for the last couple of nights.

I am not angry, I just continue to have this fed up feeling about him. A " how can you continue to be with a skank, when you already have someone so much better" feeling. Why does he want hamburger when he has steak at home.

I need to find a happy medium between giving him my unconditional love, and staying away from him because he is frustrating me sooo much.

He is not home again tonight. I just want to knock some sense into him when he walks in the door. When he walks in the door, he usually asks "How are you?" I just want to say " How do you think I am, you've just been with ow." He walks in like he has not been doing anything wrong.

Did I say I was fed up? mad

MJ