PLEASE HELP! - About to completely LOSE IT!!!

[aflowergurlie]

Yesterday - Well, I had a great rest of the day and evening. Went up to my parents house where me, my Bro, and his girlfriend ended up inviting like 10 people over and cooking a feast. I have some fairly good culinary skills and like to put them to good use and bring them to the table whenever I get the opportunity. Here's what was on the menu:

Grilled Marinated Ribeye Steaks
Mango Chipotle Grilled Shrimp Skewers
Grilled Veggie Skewers w/ herb infused olive oil
Salt rubbed Baked Potatoes
Fresh Golden Corn on the cob
Sauteed Asparagus w/creamy lemon dijon sauce
Cremini Mushrooms w/red wine reduction
Crusty French Bread
Cran-Pom Martinis (OMG - my newest concotion - do try! - equal parts 100% Cranberry-Pomegranate juice + Stoli Orange + Cointreau)
Carrot Cake
Banana Cream Pie

Such a good time!!! Got home around 10:30 to H in office. I said "hey" as I walked by and received a glum "hey" from H. Definitely not his usual fake-chipper self these days. Went in room, H came and asked me for some help with the short-sale paperwork of our condo. I took from him, went back in my room with closed door, did what I needed to. H now in living room watching tv, just brought the paperwork back to him and then left and went back in my room, closed door. Didn't go back out for rest of night.

Today - Get a text from H about 10 til 5:00 "Can you give me a ring when you get a chance?" (Think it's funny that he didn't even attempt to call me as I haven't answered or called him back the last 3 times he's called.) So I waited about an hour and half and called him. H - "Hello." AFG - "Hey!" H (with a tired, weary, down voice) - "hey. Well, I wanted to ask you a question, but I don't need to anymore now." AFG - "Ok." and about to say bye and hang up. H interjects before I can - "Yeah, I was gonna ask if you could do me a favor and give me a ride somewhere, but I got it figured out now." AFG - "Ok. No problem." H - "Ok, bye" and I said "bye" at same time and hung up.

I was on my way to meet friends for dinner and a beer when I did call him back. If I would have thought fast enough I might have said "Oh, ok. Sorry, I probably wouldn't have been able to help you out anyways cause I have plans tonight." I have the hardest time thinking fast enough in the sitch while it's happening most times. Can always think of a million things that I could have said afterwards. Lol.

I got home a little while ago. H's overnight stuff is gone, so get house to myself for the evening. It's been a while since he's been gone on a Tuesday night. hmmm.